Oh the things…
I’m a reasonable, patient, and generally well meaning person.
I have a reasonable metric of what is JUST and FAIR and I stick by that. If things are legitimately accidents then meh, whatever.
I mean, it doesn’t take much to tweak me but most things will roll off my back in a week or so and then be forgotten by month’s end.
Persistent picks at your psychic energy can be really exhausting however and somehow go into repetitive churn and sit and brew mode. And then that situation/job/person/restaurant/etc. hits some sort of critical point of ShitListDome from which there is absolutly no return. Of course, as a Catholic, (a bad one at that and feeling guilty for it) I feel guilty for feeling spiteful but can’t do anything about it until I’ve cleared my psychic head space. And then for whatever reason, I’m unable to forget the most minor and unintentional gaff and somehow create an entire script of progressively demonizing character attacks in my head about it all.
I’m trying to get better about it.
It’s one of the brilliant things about my hubby in that he keeps me level, reigns me in when I need it, and still empathizes appropriately with a comforting manner, and makes me smile.
This post really has nothing to do about my anger festering cycle about anything recent or particular.
This is about a tweak.
I’m FRICKING TRYING TO WRITE THANK YOU CARDS FROM THE WEDDING REGISTRY TOOL FROM MACYS AND I’M GETTING THIS STUPID ERROR!
Microsoft JScript runtime error ‘800a138f’
‘giftRecs’ is null or not an object
/registry/thankyoucard_manager.asp, line 286
SERIOUSLY PEOPLE? ARE YOU KIDDING ME?
** Wildly flailing arms in the air and alternately shaking fists at the sky **
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I must be hormonal cuz this feels like way more aggro than being just tweaked.
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