Funny.
You know what I think I need today?
A good cry.
For no reason in particular. I mean I miss my mom a little today. It’s a little overcast. I’m listening to David Gray. I’m not missing anyone else in particular or wishing for something that I don’t have. In fact, everything is pretty ok.
It’s just,
You know, I’ve been working so hard on being a better person for other people and to be strong.
I’ve done all these things, resolved, worked hard, processed, detached, blah blahblahblahblah.
It’s been a while, and maybe for too long I’ve denied myself a good cry.
I’ve denied myself an opportunity to be human, and weak, and to still feel accepted and ok.
When I get that chance, I know what I’m going to do this week.

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