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Posts from August 2003

Poetica Spontenaium - 8.18.03

Haiku
I.
I wanted to say
the absence of you wakes me
from my too still dreams
II.
And reaching for you
is like trying to catch smoke
with a deep sea net
III.
Within damp visions
I’m swimming wearing lead
Sinking without breath
IV.
Drowning within sheets
Missing your solid clasp, gone
Miles before my sleep


Not a Dream - 8.18.03

I was dreaming something… fully asleep.
I reached over for you.
The empty space there, a crumple of sheets & pillow only.
That. That absence of you near, woke me up.


Hooping!

Today I’m getting my very own hoop from Vera!
Right after lunch we’re I’m going to meet up with the Bay Area Hoopers and hang out in the park and swivvle them me hips all erotic! (Ok, not really erotic. After last thursday’s foray at hooping in a club, I’m scared of myself - I’m […]


Today’s Thinks

My brain is swimming in Jello.
Curry Buttersauce on Beef is tasty.
Hanging with younger men is kinda fun.
I need a 2 hour nap.


Poetica Spontenaium 8.13.03

Into my left hand
I carved your name.
Nail to palm, pausing at the wrist
Vein quietly beneath the skin
Leading to the source of my affection
The lines curved naturally
and arose soft, in welcome
to the presence of you there
in thought and memory.
I rubbed the scratch
valley and hill,
callous and knuckle
against each other
warm in a wish and whisper
your love gliding between
soft […]


Kissing Bandit Convo: 8.11.03

Kissing Bandit: Sunnavabiyotch
Moi: What Now?
Kissing Bandit: I’m cursed.
Moi: How do you figure this time?
Kissing Bandit: The guy I was supposed to have lunch with?
Moi: Yeah…the cute guy with power chi & muscles & fun hair?
Kissing Bandit: Yeah.
Moi: What happened?
Kissing Bandit: The Pox.
Moi: What?!
Kissing Bandit: Chicken Pox.
Moi: You’re kidding me.
Kissing Bandit: Yeah.
Moi: Some things just weren’t […]


Meeting up with Lost Loves

New TLC Show Seeks Real People to Reunite w/ Lost Love or Crush
Original URL: http://www.craigslist.org/tfr/14648862.html
Posted by: sc@grbtv.com
Posted on: 1060391381
DO YOU WANT A SECOND CHANCE WITH A LOVE FROM YOUR PAST?
A new TLC (The Learning Channel) daytime series is looking for singles 18-50 yrs.
who would like to be reunited with a past love.
� Do […]


Dreaming 8.10.03

Confrontation with a friend planning on driving. After drinking. Too much.
“Your keys or your nose”
“What?”
“Fine. I’ll ask again. Your keys or your nose.”
“Girl you ain’t taking my keys.”
(fierce punch to the nose. slow motion. blood splattering the front of his shirt”.
“Next time, I’ll only ask once.”


Funniest conversation in recent memory

“I’m a vegetarian….but I eat pussy”
“What?”
“You heard me. I’m a vegetarion but I eat pussy.”
“Do you frequently run into really stupid vegetarian chicks who buy that as a pick up line?”
“…”
“Yeah I thought so.”


En Lengua Fobula - 8.6.03

Today, I am tink-ing how nice to be in America.
America habba good pee-po, job-uh opportunitee, anduh education that not so hard to getting in college like odder country.
I am tink-ing how nice. My family in one generation go from pumping da gas to habing one car eachuh. Never worry about not habing no home. […]


Dream Log: 8.5.03

We were sitting here.
Across the table from each other and I kept on tapping my finger against the coffee saucer. Something about that smooth laquer and the way it curved beneath my finger tips was just right.
You put butter and apricot preserves on your toast and couldn’t look me in the eye. I […]


Descriptions

I said: And how would you describe him?
He Said:He has a desperate heart with an appetitite for pain. Doesn’t like himself very much and enjoys tragedy over mediocrity.
I said: And her?
He Said: Methodical. Robotic. Brittle. She will age poorly because she refuses to smile. Was likely forced to take care of […]


Convo with the Kissing Bandit

Moi: I don’t understand how some folks don’t get it.
Kissing Bandit: What?
Moi: The notion of being fetishized and how that’s offensive.
Kissing Bandit: Really? Let me guess who doesn’t get it. Straight White Men.
Moi: Bingo.
Kissing Bandit: Hey man, at least the gay community owns up to it’s rice queens, bean queens and etc.
Moi: That still […]


Every Once in A While

Crack wide open your ribs and be not afraid to say
Dear Universe.
Dear Life.
Dear Me.
I still love you.
Blowing a kiss into the skies.
Yes. For whatever reason, I feel… good.
Open, receptive, and bright with possibility.


MJ logue

“You know what’s great about the stars?”
“On a night like this. When you can’t see them. And the fog is all murky orange. You seek them out, but you can’t see them. But you can find lovely comfort in knowing they’re still there”
“It’s like God.”
“Yeah.”


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