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Compulsive PMS Activity #422
The Kitchen* Filling Salt Shakers* Filling Pepper Shakers* Cleaning the fridge* Alphabetizing Spice rack
The Closet* Aggressive sock matching audit* Hanging all clothes so that they all face the same way* Refolding all tee shirts

Poetica spontenaium

There is so much of me that wants to be better than I amthat if I couldI’d stretch the bones through the skin until I wereall grown up.
Of course I’d be bleeding.But that’s what adults do, too.
When did it become necessary to sufferto understand?
When did it become necessary to weepbefore you could enjoy silence?
When did […]

Spiritual Epiphanies
As shared with a friend of mine who is a nun of perpetual indulgence.
#1. Nothing exists unless God wills it to exist. God wills everything, every object, every person, circumstance and challenge because of his love.#2. Everyone wants to be loved. In *spite* of themselves. God does this utterly. Recognizing […]

Poetica Spontenaium 5.25.02
Tremulous.
The meditations of my heartseize me by the collar.
I know when I look into your eyesI see the midnights of a thousand yearsspill like the hair of a young girl and shimmer, sharp, like obsidian.
And without doubt, I see myself in youterrified that I’ve lost myselfexcept in their reflection.
Have I become small and […]

I’ve decided to start reading again. No, not just books on tape despite the fact that I’m done with the entire David Sedaris set as given to me by the lovely skinny panda with a message that said something to the effect of 70 hours of aural pleasure. 70? Wow. Some stamina […]

And while I’m spilling jelly beans of random thoughts, I may as well add the fact that I’m oddly content and happy in a way that’s utterly unexpected for a girl who’s generally stressed out about work, is trying to stay out of the drama and chaos of BDB, and slightly sickly after being out […]

The Truth HurtsHave you ever had the tragic realization that you are the dumbest person in the room?Yeah.

Gah

Too deflating not to post.
* Going shopping at Victoria Secrets* Frantically scowering the racks before locating a brassier that might fit. 36 A.* Slunching to the register and taking such brassiere home. After all, I still believe in miracles. Bras. Miracle bras. Yeah.. I know, I’m recycling that joke.* Getting home […]

Convos

I was talking with Dave tonight about the odd conjunction of online vs offline lives.These days I’m wondering if I can tell the difference anymore. Back in the day, my journal was a place where I wrote my innermost thoughts and laid out the intimate disclosures of my heart. Vitriol, manic, morose, and […]

There is a serious problem here…
When I have to rest up on a Friday night, after en exhaustive week of work, for my weekend schedule.Ah well, no rest for the wicked, so they say.
Current Projects (not in order)#1. Work, work, and some more work#2. Article ideas for my column (in print no less)#3. Book project […]

Notes to Self # 43243332566331 (damn i love those lists)
Must learn more conversational Japanese than anime & sushi.For if the occasion (like today) should arise where your boss’s boss’s boss (a corny white boy mutt who laughs loudly and definitely does not mean any offense or disrespect) talks to you, mistakes you for Japanese, […]

Tragic

Terrible weaknesses
I was chatting with a marvelous girlfriend of mine about crimes of stupidity that we’ve committed. Namely, curling up next to a warm body just cuz it’s easily accessible and we’re feeling lame and chilly in either heart, spirit, or toes. These bodies, have, on occasion been attached to individuals who exhibit […]

5.2 Baby“I FEEL THE EARTH. MOVE.UNDER MY FEETI SEE THE SKY TUMBLING DOWNTUMBLING DOWN…”
Lucky XCow was on the phone with me when it hit.“Uh, I think it’s an earth quake” (internal dialogue… cuz baby… you still *move* me)“Um, you ok?” (internal dialogue…my gawd, she’s still as nutty as a snickers bar… i know exactly what […]

Mom.

Today, I did what I’ve done for mother’s day for the last 10 years or so. I’ve stayed inside, cleaned my home, lit some candles and avoided being out in public.Why? Because seeing people with thier moms, out to brunch, shopping, at church, picking out flowers, etc… well…I just don’t like to cry in public.
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