Karma
This is the worst kind of karma.
In my comments:
MJ, you should be careful about what you sow- years ago, you hurt one of your ex’s deeply by treating him like a disposable person whose time and consideration for your needs were equally disposable. We’ve dated for several years now and though he is not angry at you, I feel sad that you are experiencing what he once felt. He’s a kind, terrific guy that I plan to marry with glee. You’re a great girl and I only hope for the best for you. Please be gentle and civil with the ones that you think are not worth it… I promise it’ll come back around and you’ll be treated like the gem that you are. (hope this ex-in-law msg doesn’t freak you out!) Best of everything to you-
Marzipan | 04.16.02 - 09:55 pm
Marzipan, why yes your mesg does trip me out.
I wish I knew who you were referring to so I could apologize appropriately to the ex. If, you’re right, and I mistreated someone shamefully, then perhaps I get what I deserve. *sigh* That Catholic guilt kicking in.
In my mind, I only like to count three boyfriends. Perhaps that is rude of me. But only three really won my heart enough to be considered boyfriends at the time and in the limited rosters of xfactors that have influenced me when it comes to my relationship details.
#1. I hold in tremendous esteem as he was the best first boyfriend a girl could ever have. I think he’s grand and I wish him all that is blessed and marvy. There are few other men that I know of that I’d bother to drive 13 hours each way for in a weekend, for an innocent bunch of kisses and holding hands and hugging trees.
#2. My best friend whom I adore tremendously. I like to believe that I was good to him though we both know we’re better off as friends than not.
#3. Fucker. And for reasons I care not to disclose, he really wrecked me for a long time and I have taken an extreme amount of time to heal myself and the damage that our relationship caused me.
I really don’t know what to say other than…gee. Email me so that I can *not* be a bit tripped out by the fact that an ex-factor’s fiance reads my blog.
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