07/25/01
Ear Candling part II
For those interested in learning more about ear candles or purchasing them, you can do some research to price compare and get them online. Otherwise, check out your local holistic health/granola shop or vitamin world.
Lists
There are six lists that preoccupy me these days:
#1 Personal To Do List
#2 PR Client To Do List
#3 Writing To Do List
#4 Reading List
#5 Letters to Write List
#6 People to Call List
Is it fucked up & neurotic that I have a list of lists? *Sigh* It’s true. I *am* the busiest unemployed person you’ll ever run into.
Let’s talk neurosis.
Manic - Occasionally going in to mad cleaning frenzies, productivity frenzies,etc.
Co-Dependent - In America it’s considered a disorder when you can’t be happy for yourself but live to make other people happy. In Korea this is called being a good yamjahneh Korean women. And yes I find this fucked up. This is why I’m not yamjahneh. Though sometimes I’m still more Korean than I like to admit.
Paranoid - Yes, some people make me uncomfortable & slightly paranoid from this website. I try to ignore that regardless.
Narcissism - Don’t hate me cuz I’m beautiful. Hate me cuz I’m an annoying opinionated bitch sometimes. But I’m cute & oddly charming in spite of that, aren�t’ I? *Blink blink*
Depressive - Um, yeah. If I let myself, I could slip into this again. I’ve been down before. Really really in the pits of despair, woah, drowning, an emotional bandwidth black hole spiraling no fun weepy down dooby doo down down, comma comma down dooby doo down down bad way.
So down that I’m not ashamed to admit that Proz was necessary or I might have tipped over the edge to alcoholism.
Schizo - Yeah. I go to extremes. I know.
What’s my drug these days?
God. And the belief that if I keep things in perspective and maintain my faith and shed my burdens on someone who’s hands can easily handle what I find overwhelming, then I’ll be ok. I’ll be more than ok. I’ll be great. That and the slightly selfish notion of not letting anyone or any situation steal my sunshine because there is way more out there that is good in the world to focus on than the temporary day to day crap.
More webby crazy pix here. Mostly of random people that I don’t know, but who cares.
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