Vedge
01/15/01
Vedge.
That’s me. A big piece of wilty piece of cabbage, er something. So regarding my outing…hmmm what should I say? Hmmm, I didn’t break out into hives or break any laws.
I met cute boys. I caught up with some people. I danced my little hiney off. And yeah, I ducked some guys that tried to goose me. A typical weekend excursion. He he.
The Wabbit is gone and perhaps now I can get the rest I need. I’ve been really sleep deprived or something lately… perpetually tired. . Blah
So,
Jon & I hung out & watched Ikiru, yet another B&W Kurasawa film. A slow moving flick that makes you wonder about all the surface and tangential relationships that you have and all the wasted time bits in your day and every day. More of a thinking conceptual film than one that lays things out for you, but with some really raw & poignant moments. Rent it on a night when you’re alone & glum already. I wonder why I’m not more annoyed that some film, lit, & music type interests of mine are still slightly influenced by an ex-boyfriend of mine. Ikiru was highly recommended as a view by H. H in fact said I was never allowed to watch it with anyone else but him since he adored the flick so much and so wanted me to see it. Well, tough luck punk, I guess I can watch it any time I want, huh?
*Shrug*
Damn it. Sometimes I still miss him. Only sometimes though. The most accurate and recent conclusion, I think being, that we broke up when he was at a high point in my esteem and if we had broken up any later, I wouldn’t miss him at all since he’d slip down past this level of regard. Perhaps. Yeah. That�s the ticket. Still… hmmm well, I can’t do anything about that now can I? Brother Wafik is kicking my ass. Typical SJ - (Silly Jesuit aka Society of Jesus). I’m off to do my nightly rosary and figure out why I’m such a freak and what the heck God wants for me this week (Besides comic relief). Thank goodness for the long weekendMuch props to Dr. King.
(Fist raised high, head bowed)
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Min Jung
Typical. Multiple bodies in my bed, but I’m not getting any action. In fact, I�m trying to study and find myself resigned to taking pictures. *Grumble*
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